Monday, August 31, 2015

Back to Reality...



Well the Summer has ended & reality is setting in. We had an amazing time with tons of amazing memories. We traveled often & spent so much time with our babies. All 3 kids started school last week! They are in 4th, Kinder & Pre-K! The kids are loving being back in school & seeing their friends. As far as our Foster son goes he will be going home in the next few weeks & we started the transition this past weekend. After a case that took WAY too long, his momma was able to pick him up for a whole weekend. I'm not sure I can put into words what it is like to mourn a child you love so much, but who isn't gone. I know deep down even if we could change the outcome, we wouldn't. She deserves her son & he deserves his momma. We just wish it didn't hurt so badly to hand him over & walk away. I know this is what we agreed to, I know this is what we signed up for. But, it still burns like hell & nothing can stop that.